Hello. This is my website.

I'm making this purely out of boredom and to spend my time.

Which I have a lot of. I'm 15. It's also a place to rant i guess.

Anyways with the formalities out of the way, my name is Blanker. Just call me Blanker. I'll probably just talk about random shit here. Liminal places, horror, my feelings about things, stuff going on, the whole scpeil. Also I type incredibly fast so sometimes I mess up words, add letters in the wrong place or just add letters that aren't in a word. I also suck at spelling, punctuation, capitalization, etc etc. Yeah. Average teen shit. I also swear if you couldn't tell. Click off if you don't like that. Okay cool. Some of my intrests are:



I like a lot of shit. And theres always more. And theres some I forgot. I'll add more as I go.


So typing this after a couple of days of occasonally adding things to that list I think I decided how I want the website to work. I'm gonna make seperate parts of the page dedicated to things i like to talk about. As an example, I like to talk about Still Wakes The Deep so I'll go down a few scrolls and make a section for that. I'll probably figure out a way to link the subject to it's section from the list but that might not be possible. I'm still figuring this whole html thing out as i go so that might explain the bland, black and white, schoolwork looking website but eventually i can make it prettier. It'll just take some time. Anyways I'm gonna go try to figure out how to link parts of a page to words on that same page. Good luck future me.



Some things about me.

Hi, I've been talking a lot about what I like but not very much about me personally so here it is. If I had to describe myself in one word it would probably be Odd. That's it, Odd. The reason I say odd is because I can switch really fast and really randomly the way i act. I could be a very kind and empathetic person but in the next moment i could be the angriest most insulting person ever. And i don't like to say this because it makes me feel like one of those corny people that are like "I have multiple personalites!!! My dark side and my light side!!!" Thats not the way i am even if i literally explained that exact sentence like three seconds ago, I'm just a really odd person. I think it's because I'm a teen but I dont really know.


But enough about that, what about littler things? Well if you couldn't tell before... I like many things. And I obsess over a lot of them. Basically I find something I like, I go into really really deep detail of it, then after a while I forget about it. Things like Still Wakes The Deep however I could drone on and on for HOURS and never run out of things to say. However kinda contradictory I am very uncreative. And I'm almost certain that I have adhd but not diagnosed so I wont say I am. But if not adhd SOMETHING is wrong mentally because even as I write this I am struggling to, well, write this. I'm watching a video on Still Wakes The Deep and I keep getting distracted. Which I'm just gonna call Still Wakes The Deep SWTD. Its kinda time consuming to write that over and over. But back to what I was saying about being uncreative it's kinda hard to make this. I also have very bad memory issues so I'll forget small things or even right now after i get distracted and forget what i was writing about. And with my memory issues I can't think of anything else to say about myself. So I'm desperately trying to come up with things to say but I just can't. You'd have to meet me or ask someone else what they think about me to get an accurate description. So, I have an idea. I'm gonna make an email, put it here, and sign in on every device I can so I only get notifcations from people. That way I don't have to keep checking (which i will forget to) or get tricked by some company emailing me. So here, any questions about me? Email me 'em. cockroachesweb@gmail.com.

Garry's mod and why it's my favorite.

So what is Garry's mod and why is it my favorite game? Well let me get into what it is first. Garry's mod often reffered to as Gmod is a Half life 2 mod turned standalone. It's a sandbox game where you start off with a physics gun, toolgun, camera, and the base half life 2 weapons. Due to Garry's mod using Half life as a base you have all the assets, props (objects), weapons, npcs, etc. At the start without needing Half life. But if you do own it or any of its episodes then you get the campain as a selection of maps.

Maps

In Garry's mod maps are your stages, worlds, whatever you may call them. without any addons installed you have two free maps. Gm_Construct a smaller map with closed in buildings, a big grassy area, a parking garage, a dark and light room, a mirror room, and a mini lake. And Gm_Flatgrass a map with one big building in the middle and a grassy plain all around. Perfect for building, driving, or in general messing around while construct is better for npc fights, shootouts with your friends, or posing.

NPCs

NPCs (non-playable characters) are, as the name suggests, non playable characters. They are just dumb (somtimes intellegent) citizens, cops, zombies, etc. That you can spawn in to shoot, keep you company, or mess around with. Basically just bots. They aren't as smart as players, but can do what a player can do. (to a point) and just exist to have a person. It would suck to have to only shoot bottles or something in a shooter game.

Props

Props are your smaller items. Skulls, cups, coffee mugs, books, newspapers, crates, name it and gmod probably has it. If it doesn't someone has surely made a mod of it.

Players

You ^_^! Players are how Garry's mod and many other games refer to the person playing the game, hence the name. (woah that rhymed) Garry's mod offers its players many options for playing with others. There are a wide array of servers ranging from serious roleplays to dumb sandbox sessions. (dont expect garry's mod players to take roleplay seriously) And if you don't find anything you like on the main page for servers on Gmod itself search around for third party servers. Just be careful.

Mods

What every Gmod player has been waiting for. The wide wide world of MODDING!!! Now don't be afraid because its really easy. Steam has this thing called the workshop and any game with its compatibility has steam's own addon website. That being the aforementioned workshop. You find a mod you like? Click subscribe! If you are already in a game you'll need to restart it though. And you can't add mods to a server you don't own. (duh) There is a mod for almost anything. They might not be the best but if you can think it you can find it.

Why do I like it though?

Well, I love it for many reasons. It was my first ever steam game (and pc game), I've played it my whole life, the modding is awesome, the source engine is awesome, yada yada. I could go on forever. But I'll just get to the point right here. It was my first pc game. I've played my fair share before and after of console games, pc games, etc etc. But since this was my first PC game I just love it. I don't really have a reason and if you we're to ask I would either say "Because its a sandbox" or just "mods". So I guess I dont have a reason. But one more thing before I move onto something else if that interested you I'll like it here. Have fun!